is it over yet?

I'm here. I've started several post then just clicked away. I am in a mix of depression and exhaustion (gee, they go together, yeah?).

I was sad on New Year's, but glad to get the holidays behind me. I go through times of being so angry and then so sad. Marilee says it's normal. I hate it. I am a happy person.

Jeff has been gone since New Years Eve. How does he always manage to leave me with some of the biggest times? New year, new policies. It's either trust or testing. Maybe a little of both.

I have had two employees in meltdown mode, one I sent home on NYE. We are having a managers meeting (the four of us) on Thursday night, then a big meeting (the one we wanted to have last month) on Saturday. Two hours worth.

So, I'm off tomorrow. We are having a district meeting at Dave & Busters. Off Thursday, with the managers meeting at 9:00 pm. So much for the two days off in a row.

So, not feeling very cheery, I decided to lay low.