why you ask?

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I have no answers. Why does she act this way? Why does she do these things? I have no answers.

I can not tell you why she hates it here, I can not tell you why she is throwing her life away. As a matter of fact, thats what I came here for, in hopes someone could actually tell ME.

Doctors, meds, teachers, friends, nothing has made a difference. We had what seemed like a normal, happy family until the end of freshman year. Now, if you're doing your math, you can calculate it has been 3 years of hell, plus some.

If you look a flick fotos, almost all of them with the girls are on some sort of vacation, the last one taken this Feburary to New York. Only 3 weeks after she moved back in, for the second time.

Someone doesn't spend 2000 on a trip for her daughters to New York for fun because they hate them. You would think someone would actually do that because she loves them. But no, not good enough, never has been, never will be.

So many of you have emailed me directly. I truly appreciate that. Even some teenagers have reached out. Those that have I am sure would love to have a mom who actually cares.

Yes, I know, someday this will all be a bad dream. But the nightmare that is *now* is choking me. When this is all over, I am not sure she will have anything to come home too.

So no, I can not tell you why, all I can do is hope she passes.

Oh, and by the way, if any of you readers are proficient in algebra, would you like an all expenses paid trip to Houston to tutor her?

I wish I were joking ......