tv, towers and me

you know, i was thinking. i love the l word, qaf, rent, will and grace. love em, love all of them (except maybe brian, he can be such an ass) then it hits me. im like one of those crzy people who dont want cell phone towers in the backyard but warm the coffee in the microwave. why do i have ZERO problem watching gay shows, going to gay clubs, having gay friends -- but -- when it comes to ashley, that part sometimes goes away. dont get me wrong, i support her -- but as a mom, it is so hard to see all the heartache that can and will come her way. i remember my mom in law (died of cancer 3 years ago) she hated gay people. its wrong, they are all going to hell -- southern baptist.

if she were still alive -- would she love ashley? i sometimes wonder. so im like those freaks with the cell phones towers who love the microwave. no, im a mom. love her, warts and all ..... i think it hurts her dad more. i think moms are more open, maybe not moms, women. less homophobic. when we are in the bathroom stalls, someone opens the door -- they say sorry, we say "its ok" -- yeah, come on in -- its a party. although ive never seen men in the bathroom, ive heard its a very different story, eyes straight ahead. see, more homophobic.

what was the point of this post i forget? ........... oh yeah. im not a cell phone tower freak ..... i love her