motherless daughters

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i saw the book before my mom died. i wanted to buy it because i felt motherless, even while she was alive. i bought it after she did die, couldnt read it, still havent, seven years later.

i would never leave ashley motherless. ever. its funny, the moms that are so bad, we still love them, would do anything for them because we want to be mothered. mothers that do give, in my case with my daughter, doesnt seem to want it. i always wondered if i had been a worse mother, would she love me more ......