another good one

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She's sick. So funny how cuddly she becomes, needs to be mothered. She hasn't felt well for a few days. I imagine how run down her body is. Yes, by her own choices but also from my lack of chances. Domestic duties called today. The pool is warming up, weeds, new plants. I take her to Sonic, kidnapp her to the garden store. she goes without a fight. everything given gets a "thank you" everynight gets a kiss and I love you. You have no idea how blissfull it is. The thing I want the most was the one thing she would not give.

I tell Larry tonight how wonderful it has been. I don't even care if it is fake at this point. Ive grown so tired of hating her I am basking in the bliss.

School starts tomorrow. a meeting with her recruiter after school, discuss her job. I will be at work until 7:30, oh the joys of retail. Hope the bliss stays, sleep still with one eye open, try not to wait for the other shoe to drop.

It was another good day ......